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When Buddha got enlightened on that full moon day in the month of May, he maintained silence for a whole week. All the angels in the heaven got frightened. They knew that it was only once in a millennium that someone blossoms like Buddha. They requested him to say something. He said, “Those who know, know even without my saying it and those who do not know will not know even by my saying it.”
Buddha said, “Words cannot convey it. As many scriptures in the past have revealed, truth begins where words end.”
The angels said, “What you say is right. But consider those who are in between, who are neither fully enlightened nor totally ignorant. For them, a few words will give a push. For their sake, you speak and every word of yours will create silence.”
The purpose of words is to create silence. If words create more noise, they have not reached their goal.
– from Buddha, Manifestation of Silence
[courtesy - a facebook post from Sri RaviShankar]
This is a little story about how Lord helped me understand why I should be working. There was a period while my relationship with my manager was bad. So the work which I did was not appreciated. It was also evident that I would neither get a good hike nor a good bonus at the end of the year. All my friends including some friends who are in the higher managerial ladder advised me to either switch teams or switch company. With these things rolling in the mind, work at office seemed dull. Every morning as I begin to start to office, above reasoning will go on in the mind and my complete energy would be lost with no answer. SriMurthy Bhagvan makes decisions for me. He, on the contrary to others said me not to change the team. Without knowing why I should work, I could not get on.
One fine morning, I sat before SriMurthy Bhagvan and said that am out of answers. I had thought enough and unable to find an answer why I should be working. It was already a dull period of a week. While I sat blank without answers, suddenly a realization flashed. It said that, I working or business is nothing but people helping each other. Every single person is blessed by the Lord with some skill (through college, courses, individual learning etc.) which may look to be due to his decision or it just happened due to coincidences. But however one might have got this skill, it has come to him beyond his free-will. Businesses, money etc. have been in place to make sure people help each other.
Once this had hit the mind, the work just started to go on. Learning was automatic since, if I do have to help people in a better manner, I better be skilled. While helping people, the smallest thanks for anything I did gave a lot of happiness. While still the relationship with my manager was bad, Bhagvan helped me correct that too explaining me the truth – http://chenthill.wordpress.com/2011/10/20/setting-right-relationships/ . As and when the realization hits, the energy just boosts up. Its all about making people happy by helping each other.
The work at office and the helping people outside remains the same now. The salary, bonus and hike are nothing but a Token of Thanks. Should there be a comparison with each other with Token of thanks, I guess no. If I realize I need a better Token of thanks, I can always ask for it and make decisions without hurting any relationship, for its all about helping people :-)
Thanks to Lakshmi Prabhaji who urged me to write this down. Hope this might help some people :-)
Without getting into the specfics, am going to share some happenings over the recent past. Don’t ever consider me as an expert or a philosopher. But just a young guy experimenting with what Sri Sri Bhagavan, the Founder of Oneness university taught me. And don’t ever create a image about me by this. If you do not want to read the story, skip to summary. Alright lets get on..
While at work I had been having some issues which prolonged for a long time (3+ years) and finally led me to think strongly about resigning. Last week, due to the love of my mother and SriMurthy Bhagvan who asked me to meet Sri Sri Bhagvan at Oneness, I went there. The conversation lasted for around half an hour. While I said, am going to resign, He said not to resign and asked to set right the relationship on the contrary. He explained in a great deal about the role relationship plays which was beyond imagination and pit-falls in J Krishnamurthy’s teachings.
I did understand it theoretically but not very much practically. So while coming over in the bus, there were a lot of conversations going on. The thoughts which flowed were trying to find a way to set right the relationship with my boss. There were a lot of justifications and blames. The fluctuations in mental stands were evident and i could not find a way with it. Finding reasons for setting relationship is a play of the mind, which is a result of thinking. Suddenly in the morning, it became crystal clear.
The way was just to set the intent and be in the present. The significant part is not to think or make any effort. Thinking is a vicious circle. It would just justify itself and keep looking right always (at-least for me ;) ). Being in the present without an intent also does not produce result, i can say this with my experience in cricket.
So intent+awareness=result is the key. Setting the relationship inside oneself leads to joy which is a clear symptom. The outward one will automatically get fixed with intent+awareness.
What Sri Sri Bhagvan explained me was, If the relationship inside is alright, rest of the part, such as job, new house, vehicle, anything etc. will come as a by-product automatically. The relationship got set-right once I came to office and I knew it was fixed even while I started my journey back from oneness university.
He asked me to take one relationship (a close one, eg: mother) and work on all aspects completely. I should remain on the findings, without trying to fix it. Started on it, lets see how it goes ;-)
Am certainly very happy to be a part of oneness university :-)
Intent + awareness = result.
There should not be any reason for enjoying a good relationship with people. For reasons are always bound to change.
just gives an idea about time, but dont take much of growth etc. from it, they would automatically happen if one loves what he does or does what he loves and keeps doing it without a time boundary.
Last week I attended the sled beta since srini had to go for his visa interview. The call was very informative. Guy gave a talk about the multimedia issues w.r.t licensing/trade-mark/copy-rights which stop us from shipping the windows media decoders in order to play .wma files. He also explained how moonlight will be able to play windows media files. He pointed the customers to get the decoders from fluendo and also mentioned the reason why we don’t ship the decoders in sled getting it from fluendo. He was explaining them very clearly and also conveyed the message about how hard our company is trying to get these issues resolved for the customers. Guy also explained that the other OS such as windows also need third party software for dvd playback which sometimes does not strike me as we get the softwares for windows in a dvd along with the dvd players. It would be great if some steps are taken by the dvd player vendors to include the decoding software for linux too. We did not have much issues for evolution. We had a couple of them which was already mentioned in previous calls and just needed some followup.
Am writing a python script to generate Vcalendar events. The properties such as
summary, description, location etc. are picked up at random if a text
file is given as an input. The appointments would be created between the
range +-6 months from the current time.
Some numbers and the input file are hard coded. The output is written to
a terminal which can be re-directed to a ics file. Will be enhancing it
to add more properties such as attendees, attachments, alarms etc and
read the properties from a spec file soon. Python is awesome !!! Thanks to nags :-)
I just wrote a small script to read a spec file for a package from auto-build and apply the patches from it. It is not complete, perhaps does not read the patch options (assumes -p0) from the spec file.
Yesterday I submitted the patch which makes ECalBackendCache thread safe. Initially i just thought of making it thread safe using GMutex, but this will block mutliple threads reading the Cache. Looking through devhelp, found GStaticRWLock which sufficed my need. With this multiple threads can read the cache at the same time, but if a thread wants to write something into the cache, all the other threads would be blocked. After testing the patch with various operations, attached it to bugzilla :-)
And while testing i found the a major bug, where the groupwise calendars got deleted when a new calendar is added. I debugged it for a while and informed the issue to harish. Filed a bug for the same.
I just started learning perl now. Wrote my first perl script for removing lines with matching keywords. Its very nice :-) . The book from am going through is ‘Teach yourselves Perl5 in 21 days’. Now am on the 9th day learning about subroutines. Now the text manipulation is so easy !!!